chapter 6 : lostflight
Hey friend, without my lover
i don’t find peace
at any moment of the day;
since my lover went away
i spend my nights counting the stars.
SENSUAL HEALING AND RECOVERY CORPORATION
SPECIAL CASE FILE FOR REMEMBRANCE PATIENT ZERO
EXTENDED BONUS + TREATMENT LOG / MADAME MISTRESS DOE
22 DEC 2019 / DAY 1
10:10
Patient is catatonic and unresponsive.
Traditional techniques including KISSES [Option 1 - GENTLE] and BREAKFAST IN BED were unsuccessful at rousing Patient from his stupor.
SHARC has recommended periodic administration of COMFORTING CARESSES over the next few hours, which they have determined will be effective in bringing him back to a wakeful state.
SHARC has advised against any administration of Amnesium until Patient regains consciousness and more active treatment can be effected.
15:33
COMFORTING CARESSES have so far been ineffective at rousing Patient from catatonia.
At SHARC’s recommendation, I will begin supplementing COMFORTING CARESSES with SWEET NOTHINGS [Option 3 - ANGEL VOICES], which I have elected to introduce at this moment due to the numerological significance.
16:15
Patient stirred slightly for a moment when ANGEL VOICES were introduced, but has since remained unresponsive.
SHARC has instructed me to proceed with the traditional CANNABIS CEREMONY at 16:20, which they have determined will be effective in stimulating physical activity in Patient by activating his olfactory sense.
16:30
CANNABIS CEREMONY has so far been ineffective in triggering any physical response.
SHARC has recommended escalating to HOT BOX MODE.
17:00
Patient remains unresponsive after thirty (30) minutes of HOT BOX MODE.
SHARC has recommended ventilating my chambers and has instructed me to allow Patient to rest for the remainder of the day and supplement with doses of COMFORTING CARESSES at my discretion.
21:15
Patient remains catatonic.
SHARC has assured me that Patient’s prolonged stupor is to be expected given the intensity of the effects of R3K4L1BR4T10N.
SHARC has recommended that I continue with today’s routine indefinitely until Patient regains consciousness.
23 DEC 2019 / DAY 2
21:15
Patient remains catatonic and did not respond to the administration of GENTLE KISSES, BREAKFAST IN BED, COMFORTING CARESSES, ANGEL VOICES, or CANNABIS CEREMONY (incl. HOT BOX MODE) today.
24 DEC 2019 / DAY 3
21:15
Patient remains catatonic and did not respond to any treatments today.
25 DEC 2019 / DAY 4
10:10
SHARC has recommended incorporating CHRISTMAS MUSIC into Patient’s treatment today, which they have advised may be effective in bringing him back to a state of wakefulness by activating his auditory sense.
21:15
Patient remains catatonic. The incorporation of CHRISTMAS MUSIC was ineffective in rousing Patient from his stupor today, nor was the continued administration of GENTLE KISSES, BREAKFAST IN BED, COMFORTING CARESSES, ANGEL VOICES, and CANNABIS CEREMONY (incl. HOT BOX MODE).
26 DEC 2019 / DAY 5
21:15
Patient remains catatonic and did not respond to any treatments today.
27 DEC 2019 / DAY 6
21:15
Patient remains catatonic and did not respond to any treatments today.
28 DEC 2019 / DAY 7
10:10
Patient has been catatonic and unresponsive for a week.
SHARC has approved the incorporation of specialized techniques in Patient’s treatment and has recommended I introduce WITCHING SWITCHES in conjunction with today’s doses of GENTLE KISSES and BREAKFAST IN BED.
12:59
WITCHING SWITCHES were effective in rousing Patient from his stupor.
Patient was resistant and combative at first, but became submissive following doses of DEGRADING LANGUAGE accompanied by TICKLE WITH FEATHER.
SHARC is pleased and has granted me permission to proceed with additional techniques at my discretion for the remainder of the day.
13:31
COMPASSIONATE CONVERSATION has been successful in activating Patient’s speaking modality.
Patient is exhibiting signs of trauma release through relating stories of agriculture and stampedery.
I do not understand these stories, but my empathic sense feels that this is a positive sign that could lead to the initiation of Patient’s healing process.
14:22
Continued COMPASSIONATE CONVERSATION combined with COMFORTING CARESSES and SHOWER OF COMPLIMENTS were effective in rousing Patient’s sensual desires.
GENTLE KISSES and continued COMFORTING CARESSES triggered agreeable reactions in Patient, including goosebumps and soft, low-pitched yummy sounds.
KISSES [Option 2 - FRENCH] were then introduced, which, combined with HEAVY PETTING, led to Patient’s confirmed full arousal via massive erection.
HANDY-J followed, followed by Patient’s insistence on extended, earnest CUNNILINGUS, which I assured him was not necessary, but I nevertheless found charming and was admittedly impressed with his skills.
For the record, I did in fact achieve climax mode several times, but I can assure that this will not affect my professionalism due to my skills, expertise, track record, and discretion in this field.
As prescribed, a round of SUCK AND FUCK [VANILLA] followed, which was successful in slaking and lathering Patient.
Patient is now at rest. My empathic sense feels that while the achievement of climax mode and corresponding oxytocin release were beneficial to Patient, there is an aura of apprehension and potential regret about him.
Patient may require additional treatment later this afternoon.
15:51
ANGEL VOICES were introduced at the appropriate time, and were effective at rousing Patient from what was evidently a fitful slumber.
Upon getting woke, Patient began relating stories of filth, transition, ego death, and glimpses of eternity.
I do not understand these stories, but my pheromonal sense can smell that an additional round of treatment with full release will be necessary.
16:44
A round of SUCK AND FUCK (PRIMAL) was successful in slaking and lathering Patient.
CANNABIS CEREMONY followed at the appropriate time, which was successful in reducing Patient’s feelings of apprehension and potential regret.
17:55
At my gentle encouragement, Patient was comfortable engaging in an additional extended round of COMPASSIONATE CONVERSATION.
Patient related stories of comforting romance amidst the chaos of the aforementioned harvest/stampedery season.
My empathic sense is beginning to understand the source of Patient’s suffering.
COMPASSIONATE CONVERSATION has evidently resulted in not only inducing Sedation over Memory Activation (SOMA), but has also roused Patient’s sensual desires.
I have not experienced this combined response (SOMA + Arousal) with any of my former patients, but it does not surprise me given Patient’s history of trauma.
Due to Patient’s massive erection and vulnerable emotional state, I have determined that a round of SUCK AND FUCK [MOMMY/BOY] will be most effective at advancing his healing process.
18:06
SUCK AND FUCK [MOMMY/BOY] was super effective in slaking and lathering Patient swiftly. I admire his stamina.
Patient is now again at rest after being watered.
I shall now leave my quarters for my StagNation-mandated lunch break while Patient sleeps, but I shall continue to monitor him carefully.
19:07
I have returned to my quarters from my StagNation-mandated lunch break.
Patient is still sleeping.
In a few minutes I shall rouse Patient with SWEET NOTHINGS [Option 2 - EFFUSIVE PRAISE], accompanied by COMFORTING CARESSES and GENTLE KISSES.
19:47
Patient got woke with a start, evidently in a state of heightened mania. This was unexpected.
Patient exhibited symptoms of forced speech and flight of ideas, relating stories of dark falls, excruciating climbs, and losing in life and love.
I do not understand these new stories, but I responded with COMPASSIONATE CONVERSATION, which led to a release of tears and mucus by Patient.
Admittedly, my empathic sense failed me for a moment in reaction to Patient’s lachrymal outburst. For the record, I will transcribe my subsequent conversation with Patient and linguistical faux pas here:
ST4G [RP0] <sobbing> : “I’m just… you’re just… so amazing, I’ve… never met anyone like you! You’re an angel!”
DOE [MD, MS] : “You know there’s a word for that, don’t you?”
ST4G [RP0] : “I… LOVE YOU!”
DOE [MD, MS] : “I love you too.”
I’m well aware that the use of this word is explicitly forbidden in SHARC’s Code of Conduct.
I take full responsibility and apologize profusely for my lack of discretion. It will never happen again.
Due to Patient’s elevated emotional sensitivity and evident unreasonable infatuation, I have determined that an additional round of passionate SUCK AND FUCK [VANILLA] with full release will be necessary to bring him back to balance.
21:15
Patient is slaked and lathered.
First dose of new Amnesium formula has been administered.
Patient should be cleared for discharge tomorrow morning following SHARC’s final inspection and analysis.
29 DEC 2019 / DAY 8
10:34
Patient responded well to GENTLE KISSES and BREAKFAST IN BED, which led to a brief round of passionate SUCK AND FUCK [VANILLA].
Second dose of Amnesium has been administered. Patient is at rest.
11:11
Upon inspection and analysis of Patient, SHARC is not pleased with my lack of discretion and empathic sense’s linguistical faux pas yesterday.
SHARC has ordered the administration of a third dose of Amnesium and is currently twisting Patient’s post-coital reveries.
SHARC has mandated that Patient remain at Clinic C for an additional week and has assumed full control over his continued treatment.
SHARC has also mandated that I only provide end-of-day (EOD) summaries for the remainder of Patient’s stay.
21:15
Patient did not take kindly to DEGRADING LANGUAGE, TICKLE WITH FEATHER, or FLOGGING [Option 3 - STANDARD] today as predicted and prescribed by SHARC, respectively.
SHARC assures me that this is to be expected, vaguely citing Dr. Megalodon’s Manifesto, but furthermore it is all part of the R3K4L1BR4T10N plan/process.
SHARC ordered the administration of a fourth dose of Amnesium and has instructed me to forgo GENTLE KISSES and BREAKFAST IN BED tomorrow as per R3K4L1BR4T10N process regulations.
SHARC has also prescribed the escalation of BONDAGE, DOMINANCE, and SADISM (BDS) techniques to TORTURE MODE throughout the remainder of Patient’s stay.
BDS techniques will be accompanied by selected doses from the SHARC Library of Psychoactives (SLOP) at their direction.
BDS techniques and doses of SLOP will be in addition to increased doses of Amnesium (both in strength and quantity).
we never asked to lose
reality can be a desperate place
hanging by a thread i realized
consciously we aren’t as in the cinema
inside our head
To be concluded following R3H4B1L1T4T10N…